i am poised
i am waiting
i am here
when the knife drops
i will welcome it
i will fall into
my chemical dreams
and anticipation will be
on my lips
i will be emptier
i will be healthier
though less complete
i will be more whole
i am poised
i am waiting
i am here
when the knife drops
i will welcome it
i will fall into
my chemical dreams
and anticipation will be
on my lips
i will be emptier
i will be healthier
though less complete
i will be more whole